So it's been awhile since I wrote
living in some post crazy phase at home,
attempting to find peace where none wanted to reside.
Actually it's way better now, in some ways,
and a little scary in others, but all is well.
I've decided to invest in myself
therapy
business cards
Alanon meetings (soon truly soon)
and a new attitude toward those who would pull me in
There's a new baby on the way and I am so excited for Anthony
and mommy and daddy to have a baby girl. She's so lucky!
It's wonderful to enter a world surrounded by folks who want you there.
Wasn't quite that way for me but it's all in what you do with it, anyhow.
I could whine, and I did, but my mom loved me dearly. I saw it much later in life.
Her mental illness was in the forefront when we were little.
She's all better now, October 5th she'll be gone 4 years!
I miss her often, but I know she's close by.
I love my family.
