I just put on a different pair of glasses and the world looks different, at least on this computer screen.
I plan to rearrange my green room - make space, clear debree, recycle treasured items...my mom slept here for 6 months before her passing, it's all a mess at the moment - but doesn't anything coming to be get messy first?
I have a myriad of feelings dancing around inside me; sadness, love, lust, joy, hope!
New beginnings - moving on from heartache and mayhem to solutions and acceptance. It's all in a day's work, or maybe a week of thought and reflection, hanging out with kindness and looking in a mirror at myself.
How sweet are my memories and snapshots I will hold forever in my heart.
So the mess surrounding me will soon be gone - with it repeated patterns of wishing and wanting for anything more than what I'm willing to stand up and ask for and work hard to get.
It makes sense to me (smile).
ellen
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