Sunday, April 22, 2012

ironic - feelings and thoughts

i always seem to get on here when i feel sad or down, lonely or heartbroken, confused or angry
occasionally i suppose i write when i am happy actually mostly i write when i have extreme emotions

today i feel sad, tears flow easily over what i'm not quite sure, but they're falling silent down my cheeks

last night i saw a movie of a boy who's dad died on 9/11 in the burning building and i was moved to tears, more for the depth of character the movie depicted, which i have utmost respect for, and feel I often lack, but that's not true either, which is cause for sadness, the being one who doesn't see worth but knows it's there, intellectually

it's a dilemma, this human existance (i am having trouble spelling that) funny...
i wish that i could just type it all in a few words, but that would be too easy wouldn't it

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