...And so on this Thursday morning I am faced with the choice of waking up or staying in bed - I choose to wake up and face the morning, and the beginning of another day. I have chocolate and Frito's for breakfast, knowing full well they are bad for me - but for just one moment - it makes things better somehow - than digging into the truth and changing my future forever. One day, I will wake up gloriously ready to do just that, make the change that will catapult me forward, for now - the comfort of the familiar and the joy in everyday little things keeps me here, until the next time.